Monday saw our lovely old friends from our group tea party, cake and ellie visiting. I love these guys so much, they’ve seen me through the last few years and stood by me thick and thin. We got chatting about self suspension, Master never having tried it before decided to give it a whirl. ..
Master putting himself in harms way is generally not something I’m a fan of, but I must say.. he nailed it for a first timer!
So Tuesday was floor work day with Red Kali , a model and bunny who flew from Scotland to see us.
Maybe the odd cane or two. ..
Wednesday was dojo day.
Master and I are working on doing “blind suspensions” together its.. yes. dangerous, and for the most part I have been bunnying and rigging long enough to pick up if something doesn’t feel right.
Sir and loulou have a fantastic masocist and sadist dynamic, it’s amazing to watch.
Friday! my birthday .
My original plan was to go to an old church I used to frequent, but it’s cold wet and muddy outside. So we settled on an afternoon at the dojo with my “sisters” (my Masters submissives)
Who are. . loulou..
Both wonderfully talented bunnys, who really made my birthday special.
I am the very definition of the struggling bunny. 3 years, and until this day I had acheived very little. I’ve mostly spent up to 10 hrs a week bunnying and either crying or screaming because I’ve failed to do the simplest suspensions. Today however something clicked.
My first single futomono. All in all is been an epic week. For the first time in many years I am starting to feel like the depression that once stole my identity has lifted.
Saturday saw us having a birthday party with all our tea party friends, so many people came out to play. Feel very honoured to have such awesome people in my life. Master and I’s old time submissive even came from reading to wish me happy birthday.
Sunday sees me writing this blog and actually doing some work! More articles on BDSM coming out here this week.